am i die?

is really very hard to breath....
so pain...my stomach...
very hard to breathe..
but i was trying to breathe...
even my head was very heavy,and felt my world was spinning all around the world...
will i die?or i was gonna die?
i try to open my eyes..and saw my bf very unclear..he was walking through my side..
the situation was very blur..
I cant even open my eyes and look at even a stone clearly..
oh no..what i want to do..n hope to do is just close my eyes n sleep..
cus i can feel my head is really.....really hard to live that time!!
i like a dead body lying on my bf's shoulder..
and..they all call my parents..
my dad was burning his blood very high too...
I got vomit too...
wao....
reli very regret to out last nite..
the feelings...is not good...
very xin ku...very
I swear i wont repeat last nite de menpat liao..
and the car...OMG...
i cant out anymore lo.....
haizz....sorry my dad,make u worry again....
sorry wei zi for disturb
sorry yagi for make u guilty...
sorry titus who angry me too
sorry my mum.....who worry me
sorry my sister....who take care of me...
sorry...my dear...sorry...

shinko is really PAN NI and NAUGHTY and immature!!!
yes..chu dun really a CHU DUN!!!!
chao gai biit*