emo shinko

wakao!!!
whole day.....zzzzzzzzzz
emo a while liao lo... =.=
haiz...
my freedom had been taken away totally!!!!!!
hate..reli hate..
but also my fault....
kuso er lo!!!!
whole day sit in front of my cheap com...super lag!!!
whole day listen to 'kao jin' ..........
haizzzzzzzzz
i dont know what was happen....
just felt dat...i was in very bad luck....nothing is good for me..
and...am i a black star??just brg a lot of problems to everyone around me...
friends....boyfriend.....family...relatives...haiz..
am i useless??!!!! so..i was crying through the afternoon...
yeah...even..i was really not sleepy..and not tired...
but i felt like wanna eat some medicine..until sleeping through my life...
can I?? may I? and....i felt like wanna cut my hand..with the sharp ever knife....
shit!!! but i dont have the courage..!!! how come.....
i was hiding in my cupboard...yes..i was enjoy the darkness inside...
will I life in the darkness? yes...the moment i was hope so...thanks GOD ..i was really feeling breaking out!!! aaaaaaaaar!!!!!!!!!!
somebody please help me...........hmm...
haizzzzz